It has been a couple of days since I posted. I have been going over and over on different things. One day I know it will be my last "Pro" photo day because I do not like to sell to people. Maybe I do not think my photography is worth it. Maybe I am afraid they cannot afford it and will reject me. Then other days, I find people wanting me to do shoots for them and know that maybe God is not finished with my camera yet. I go back and forth all the time. I get tired and exhausted. I love getting the shot. I love seeing something different and new. I love allowing myself to express me into an image.
Sometimes I feel like I am charging for a talent that God has blessed me with. It's the gear, education, time, wear, driving, gas, and all kinds of other things that add into it. God has blessed me immensely with props and tools to be a blessing to others. But where are you going with this Lord?
What am I supposed to be doing with it? Is there a need? Am I just tired and need sleep?
BY THE WAY, for those following along I HIT 45 pounds LOST this morning!!!!
Maybe you need to make your decisions one photo shoot at a time? I mean not make it a "yes" or "no" answer whether to keep your business going or not but just ask God about each opportunity as it comes along. I'm like you with the things I do though, I want it all laid out in black and white.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on the 45 pounds, THAT IS AWESOME! Hope we all can get together for lunch this week. Love ya! ~ Sherry