Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
Today is downright "DISTRACTION" day. Most days, I get up and I hit the ground running. Today, was one of those, "Oh no really?" kind of days. It doesn't help that I stayed up until 2 watching movies because I could not sleep. Then at 9:30 I rolled out of bed to the dreary, rainy, cooler morning. I have two things at the top of my list. I started working on the first one and have been distracted ever since. It is now noon, and I feel no further along. The livingroom is the number one priority today. I generally let my time be consumed by my love of photography, so dusting is not on my list. The living room gets a dusting maybe every 3-4 months if that much. If you are allergic to dust, then we need to have lunch away from my house. This is in all seriousness. There is also a wall in this room that drives me crazy because I cannot figure out how to decorate it. Between two windows, equally in size, is a space that is almost the size of the windows. BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK. I have always struggled with trying to break up the "block" look. Today, I have come to the wall and have just lost all motivation.
What is motivation, anyway? Is it really even necessary today? On the theme of distraction, let me go on to say. The other day, a couple of friends and I were out exercizing, and I was talking about my new "hours" concept where my chores are listed within HOURS. Anyway, I was discussing how difficult it is for me to stay focused without lists. To which the friend replies that she has no idea how anyone has trouble doing their chores. "I just do them. Done. Finished. What's the problem." She also went on to say she can change the world with her "just do it" attitude. She used to run circles around her co-workers. Can you tell that I wanted to just lump her in the basket with my husband and send them to the whitehouse. Maybe she could be president and stay away from me with her "JUST DO IT" speech.
Sometimes I just want an ear and someone who understood. Well, it was not her. After her spill, I wished I had never opened my mouth.
Well today is one of those days. So if you are having one as well, hold your head up, cry if you need to, get some food, drink some water, and head over to my house for a hug. In three months when I come back to read this, it will all be a blur.
Once again, I tell myself, "STAY FOCUSED!"
What is motivation, anyway? Is it really even necessary today? On the theme of distraction, let me go on to say. The other day, a couple of friends and I were out exercizing, and I was talking about my new "hours" concept where my chores are listed within HOURS. Anyway, I was discussing how difficult it is for me to stay focused without lists. To which the friend replies that she has no idea how anyone has trouble doing their chores. "I just do them. Done. Finished. What's the problem." She also went on to say she can change the world with her "just do it" attitude. She used to run circles around her co-workers. Can you tell that I wanted to just lump her in the basket with my husband and send them to the whitehouse. Maybe she could be president and stay away from me with her "JUST DO IT" speech.
Sometimes I just want an ear and someone who understood. Well, it was not her. After her spill, I wished I had never opened my mouth.
Well today is one of those days. So if you are having one as well, hold your head up, cry if you need to, get some food, drink some water, and head over to my house for a hug. In three months when I come back to read this, it will all be a blur.
Once again, I tell myself, "STAY FOCUSED!"
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Another HOURS day! I had a hard time sleeping last night, so I stayed in bed until 8. I did get up and start cleaning my bedroom. I sorted all of my jewelry out. I found a watch I had been looking for but realised I have misplaced a flowered zippered pouch that contains the handmade stuff from my daughter and cousin. It will turn up.While working on the jewelry, a client called and asked me to load some of her pictures to the site for a possible order. That was real encouraging since I have been "low" lately. Then I worked on the porch, the yard, and the laundry. I also picked 4 cups of blueberries which are now in the freezer. I am packing my car to go to Huntsville this weekend to do a yardsale with my daughter. I am almost totally unpacked from the trip to Florida. I am loving this HOURS thing. I am also amazed at how many things I keep adding to the list of chores that need done. If I concentrate on my chores in the day, I shoudl be able to go out and play at night. I do want to start some night time black and white industrial portraits. Courthouses, churches and office buildings are very cool subjects for this idea.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Today, I have tried to do HOURS. An hour of this and an hour of that. I mowed the yard for an hour real early this morning.I worked on the budget for an hour. I worked in my office for an hour sorting old mail and clearing off the clutter. I worked on my sister's wedding pictures, and they are ready to send. I worked on picking blueberries and hanging metal bird-scaring pans from the bushes. I still need to work in my bedroom, fold some laundry, and make a squash casserole for dinner. Feeling accomplished. I will try the same schedule tomorrow and see how much I can get done.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Photos, Weddings, and Home
I am back home, but find myself overwhelmed with taking it easy. It's not that I am sitting on the couch all day. I am playing with photos from computer.
In Florida, I tried to go to the sunset quite a bit this time. With photos from two weddings, sunsets, and this past weekend, I think I will just slow play the next couple of weeks.
Yesterday, in the morning, I cleaned the house. Then for about 5 hours, I sat and watched a live workshop on Flash Photography. LOVE! And ready to go reshoot some receptions.
Today, I spent most of my time playing with Powerpoint 2007 trying to realign my nephew's wedding set to music. The whole file is 29 mb and no way to share it with the world. I love it but feel like today was a waste of time.
While I was in Florida, my husband's work car blew the motor. It had over 333,333 plus miles. Faced with needing a vehicle, we are trying to cut down on trips to town and spending.
Last weekend was such a surprise in our lives. Our daughter and son-in-law invited us up to Huntsville for a belated Mother's Day weekend. Our son planned to join us. Our daughter in Idaho comes to visit at Christmas. Plane tickets are $400 plus so a visit from her at this time was out of the question.
When we arrived in Huntsville, Jessica came running out and hugged me so tight. I had decided not to bother her with the questions a normal mom asks when she gets around her married( 5 years) daughter.
She was so excited I could not keep the wondering out of my mind. She hurried us into the house because they wanted to give us the surprise ASAP.
We were ushered into the back room where the washer and dryer is. A medium sized box was wrapped up and sat in the middle of the room. You coudl hear the little whimpers. My husband was none too happy to be hearing that the gift was small and noisy.
We pulled the box opened and out popped our Idaho girl. The smiles on our face and the tears in my eyes. What a surprise that was. She had come down with her friend Rachel from Idaho. Rachel was moving back home to Tennessee after getting her Master's at Idaho.
This weekend, I plan to enjoy all of my children again. Right now, Jon, Christina, and Christina's friend, Rachel are all hiking together in the Smokies. Rachel plans to hike the whole AT soon and is starting to train.
In Florida, I tried to go to the sunset quite a bit this time. With photos from two weddings, sunsets, and this past weekend, I think I will just slow play the next couple of weeks.
Yesterday, in the morning, I cleaned the house. Then for about 5 hours, I sat and watched a live workshop on Flash Photography. LOVE! And ready to go reshoot some receptions.
Today, I spent most of my time playing with Powerpoint 2007 trying to realign my nephew's wedding set to music. The whole file is 29 mb and no way to share it with the world. I love it but feel like today was a waste of time.
While I was in Florida, my husband's work car blew the motor. It had over 333,333 plus miles. Faced with needing a vehicle, we are trying to cut down on trips to town and spending.
Last weekend was such a surprise in our lives. Our daughter and son-in-law invited us up to Huntsville for a belated Mother's Day weekend. Our son planned to join us. Our daughter in Idaho comes to visit at Christmas. Plane tickets are $400 plus so a visit from her at this time was out of the question.
When we arrived in Huntsville, Jessica came running out and hugged me so tight. I had decided not to bother her with the questions a normal mom asks when she gets around her married( 5 years) daughter.
She was so excited I could not keep the wondering out of my mind. She hurried us into the house because they wanted to give us the surprise ASAP.
We were ushered into the back room where the washer and dryer is. A medium sized box was wrapped up and sat in the middle of the room. You coudl hear the little whimpers. My husband was none too happy to be hearing that the gift was small and noisy.
We pulled the box opened and out popped our Idaho girl. The smiles on our face and the tears in my eyes. What a surprise that was. She had come down with her friend Rachel from Idaho. Rachel was moving back home to Tennessee after getting her Master's at Idaho.
This weekend, I plan to enjoy all of my children again. Right now, Jon, Christina, and Christina's friend, Rachel are all hiking together in the Smokies. Rachel plans to hike the whole AT soon and is starting to train.
Thursday, May 3, 2012
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