blah blah blah I had a very exciting blog that I just finished writing and then accidentally closed the page. ARG Well blah blah blah.

Sometimes I go through such a crazy feeling of "What am I to do?"

It is July 4th. No cookout meat. What was I thinking? My hubby is off and feels like he has nothing to do. I, on the other hand, have been working the last three weeks to develop a mindset that my home is my workplace and away from my home is my play place. I have no money for gas to go away to play.

I tried yesterday to work out a creative solution to a schedule and mileage problem. To me, it was common sense. I forgot that my husband nor my son are the waiting around and killing time kind of people. If there is down time, my hubby is not. I will find something to occupy myself and just wait for things to catch up to the schedule. They do not.

So this morning, we are all back in the same situation that we were yesterday. The only difference is that Jon has a 1/4 tank less of gas in his new "used" truck that still sits in our driveway.

So far today,                       I have not planned a meal that Steve will like
                                           I still have excess weight on this big butt
                                           My kitchen cabinets still need doors
                                           There is still photo props and clutter that I need to sell
                                           With hot flashes all the time, I feel crappy, old, and ugly
                                           With all this sweat, pretty makeup is no use


CHIN UP SISTER, IT'S NOT THAT BAD!

PLEASING MYSELF IS EASY                  PLEASING OTHERS IS HEARTBREAKING

CHIN UP SISTER, IT'S NOT THAT BAD!